1. |
12oz
02:13
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Verse1 -
Fuck the bogus hype. Rocked a couple of open
mics and already, you think you’re blowing up overnight?
You must be joking, right? Best to disengage
when I hit the stage or I’m comin’ at you in fits of rage.
It’s the age of a new revival. Idols lose their titles
if they refuse to move aside. That’s suicidal
like smacking a tiger in fight or flight.
Might as well invite a black widow spider bite
or a viper strike. No antidote. Provoke and I’m going
right for the throat. Choking until that’s all she wrote. Give a
flying fuck. Try your luck and end up in ICU. Jaw
wired shut like you were struck by the front of a
fire truck. Now you’re the silent type when every day
follows the wildest nights full of violent fights and siren
lights. How else would you hear me over these alpha-males?
Loud as hell cause they doubt themselves, so they shout and yell.
Chorus -
I only want enough fans to crowd-surf. As of now,
crowds shout over my verse. So, if the words are
drowning under somebodys’ loud outbursts.
Break a 12oz over his head…
Verse 2 -
I chose this path to focus more on my
vocal craft than social class. Jokes and laughs
I got from the local mass’ll turn to chokes and gags
from an open gash when throats get slashed with broken glass.
Who needs a click? Mine are feeding kids.
The rest are sleeping 6 feet deep. Hurts to speak of
it and can’t plead the fifth. These people set a
fire inside of my heart. I’ve gotta keep it lit.
So, fry in hell. It’ll freeze before you
see me quit. Might as well try and fail if you
think your feet’ll fit in these Adidas Kicks by yourself.
Eat a dick. This goes for all of you
nightingales writing tales of time inside a cell
for product you buy and sell to a clientele.
Probably never spent a night in jail.
You’re full of shit and I can tell.
Chorus 2 -
I just want enough fans to crowd-surf. As of now,
crowds shout over my verse. So, if the words are
drowning under somebodys’ loud outbursts.
Break that shit over his head, just down it first.
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2. |
My Aim
02:25
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Verse 1 -
My aim is to invent a new lane… and stay in it ‘cause
what’s to gain from a name in the cement..?
I came ‘cause I was sent to engrain… indentation
into terrain and claim the imprint… Never meant to
keep playing the game ever since… Against lames
bent on riches and fame. Vain to an extent…
No intent to change the events… Hence, nothing
prevents this pinch in which the present tense remains.
James Adrian. Back again… Same instrument-
ation blended with intricate accuracy…
Established in intimate passion… the instant it happened.
A past destined for history… Incidentally,
accidental. I have to admit… Ask every
ignorant half-witted belligerent pacifist split…
from the rest of my personalities that conflict worse
then a room full of hypocritical civil activists.
Biblical passages predict… fascist vision
of a dictator creating his mass division…
multiplied by a blasphemous… sadomasochism
labeled as pacifism… Subtract innocent inmates
that get trapped in prison… Add the catholic/
christian cataclysm from days of the abolition..,
Fractions in contrast to historys’ imminent crash
collision as dated by mathematicians.
Y’all are really imaginative… Such an elaborate
spin on the difference in fact and fiction…
shut your trap and listen at a distance… Mercedes, cash,
and women are magnificent.., but it’s arachnid
venom to anyone lacking wisdom…
I don’t mean to attack religion or even capitalism…
just maybe practice some intuition… fake theatrics
never break the systematic pattern we’ve had to live in.
Verse 2 -
No need for ethics to lead this wreckage… Just strategic
methods to reap incentives at the expense of people left with
ramen and bread to eat for breakfast… Speak deception. Long as it
keeps ‘em guessing… Increase revenue.
To the priest that dresses in prestigious vestments… Peace and
blessings. Preach your message, rinse, and repeat the questions…
As for rappers acting egocentric… We need sugg-
estions in a partly completed sentences… Teach your lessons.
I’d rather redirect preconceptions… All thirty-
three dimensions of deep perspective will leave you breathless…
Beaten senseless with these lethal weapons… Speech has been the
best means to relieve my stress… And ease the tension
of unleashed aggression you least expected…
This is a feasting session from the east to west end…
Let the scavengers eat intestines… No cutting pieces separate
to feed ‘em sections… That’s for weak digestion.
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3. |
Exiled
02:48
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Verse 1 -
Either they've really been spraying gats or the lyrics they say are whack
(Nah. Fuck that shit, man.) When you
hear me on blazing tracks that you're feeling, just play it back. Cause I
know you’re hating if you ain’t willing to pay some daps. Grow a
pair and just face the facts if you dare. You're to afraid of that. Cause you
barley escape the fact you’ve been scared that you may get trapped under
where you're located at unprepared as you fade to black taking
a nap and then buried awake in your casket there never to
make it back up to air. I'm saving low wages
and waiting so patient to get played in rotation,
'cause I'm made to go places. Even with no
agent payed to showcase hits to radio stations. It takes
more than you got for me to stop short of the top 40
Hip-Hop. Ignore it or not, I’m spanking y’all ass. Your
banks full of cash ain’t gonna last the length of a half tank
full of gas ranked in my class, but thanks for the laugh.
Chorus -
Slipping under again stuck in this skin. This trouble I’m
in has been rubbing it thin. (Exiled).
Nothing to win. Even love from my kin or one
my friends I grin but it’s pretend. (Exiled).
Guzzling gin up to my chin still running
from sin. When does it all end? (Exiled).
There I go off of the topic. Jotting my thoughts
more often than not. I’m exiled; lost in the plot.
Verse 2 -
I’ll admit a lot of y'all kids sit talking slick
shit. I’m too evolved to get involved in the politics.
Get off this big, thick solid brick dick and call it
quits along with all your click, and audiences across
the grid. I will knock ‘em across this topographic
map off of this axis, drop ‘em on top a massive
volcano while it's active. Watch as their body ashes
fall like a box of matches sparked after they’re
sopped in volatile toxic gasses. Golly gosh.
Hot molasses. Drop it. It doesn’t matter which
ever rapper is better. We’d smash competitors with
collaborative effort. Gathered together. I'll never let
vultures eat me alive fighting over these beady eyes.
I won’t be easily bribed or culturally deprived.
Though, it’s a tedious fight when people invite
media hype to keep ‘em in tight sleeping at night.
Even if I'd repeatedly tried to read and recite
at the speed of a bright beacon of light beating it
right deep in their psyche with the force of a meteorite.
Instead, my words’ll live on through
internet types lighting herb in a bong that click on my
site to copy shit that I write in verses of songs, sit, and
recite then spit in the mic then prefer I was gone.
Oh, so that’s why it’s ate bits in a bite.
Once I found another rout, the trick wasn't how to get up
and out of this crummy town, but it was the doubt stuck
in something down within my gut found sitting there under
the pit of my stomach that kept me bound from touching the
clouds. My head’s above ‘em, now. Kids are stuck in drug abuse
wondering what's the use of the hunt for youth running from the
truth hung up from a noose. Someone cut 'em loose.
‘Cause they just refuse to toughen up and choose. Quit fuckin' around.
Chorus 2 -
Slipping under again stuck in this skin. This trouble I’m
in has been rubbing it thin. (Exiled).
Nothing to win. Even love from my kin or one
my friends I grin but it’s pretend. (Exiled).
Guzzling gin up to my chin still running
from sin. When does it all end? (Exiled).
There I go off of the topic. Jotting my thoughts
more often than not. I’m exiled; lost in the plot.
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4. |
Love For Art
04:59
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Verse 1 -
Wake up! It’s the first of the month. Split the curtain for
sun, light some herb in a blunt, let the earth in your lungs.
If you’re thirsty, get drunk off your bourbon or rum. Let ‘em
serve what you want. You deserve it this once.
Another relax, recline, sit back, unwind, pass the time,
glass of wine kind of joint would set it off,
But I’ve got an axe to grind before I’m last in line to these
asinine little masterminds without a point to get across.
Pour alcohol for the tens of thousand quality men who only
follow the trends of each and all of their twins.
More dollar than sense or fully hollow within.
The truth is, y’all are pretend. I’d never call you a friend.
Better stay on first, because I strike like it’s my last
day on earth. It ain’t a play on words.
My word is my balls. I keep all of my eggs on one basket.
’Til I get my dumb ass kicked or lie dead in some casket.
There’s enough trap and new wave, I’m getting back to the basic
snare snap with a bass lick in an attack or basement.
I’ve had it locked while you hacks have been safe and you know
that’s a disgrace, so better pack up your case and hurry
back in your place. ‘Cause you don’t have what it takes to really
match with the pace. And, if I catch you in chase, then I’m acting in haste. Yeah,
slapping the taste from out the back of that space you like to flap on your face.
‘Cause I would rather live among every last one suffering for the craft
stuck rummage into trash while upper to middle class residents
publicly laugh and chuckle drunk as they pass then to corrupt the gift
as a hustle for simple cash, so pucker and kiss my ass.
Suffering succotash. Where’s the love and the passion
just a whole bunch of average wanna be thuggish drag queens.
tucked in some lavish, comfy cover girl fashion
what the fuck’s up with that shit?
It ain’t just the stuff they be wearing that’s becoming
unbearable. That hunger is rare when it comes to comparing it to an
underprepared dummy who colors his hair. Sitting slumped in my
chair with zero fucks to be spared, I wonder, “Fuck should I care?”
Everything’s up in the air. It’s not like I’m unaware that
nothing’s gonna be fair, but I’ve got something to share.
It’s like, even the kick drum and a snare is in a need of a repair.
Now, everybody’s a critic, but can you spot me a minute
before you call me a cynic here, captain obvious?
Let me finish. The artistry of the business is dominated by
image I’m not gonna try to mimic for a captive audience.
Caught inside of a system where jockey rider infringement has
gotten widely continent on thoughtful writing and penmanship
ostracized and diminished, discarded like it’s a hinderance, then
processed by the man’s interest of bottom line number driven marketing.
Chorus 1 -
And if I had to promise I’ll
part forever from my own heart for number one on the chart,
I would chose another
department from the jump of the start and keep my love for the art.
And if I had to promise I’ll
part forever from my own heart for number one on the chart,
I would chose another
department from the jump of the start and keep my love for art.
Verse 2 -
Your vocals are so exhausting, I need a beat break.
cancel your leak tape and your release date.
For Pete’s sake. No wonder the game cheap skated from
peak shape to this weak state at a steep rate.
Too many fakes beefs to keep straight. I wonder if
these straight sweet cakes even eat steak.
I’ll be the guy everyone doesn’t like. Keep your
gimmicks. Shit, I must’ve done something right.
Safe to say no one’s bumping these cuts up in the club
full of wanna be thugs running amuck, clutching their nuts.
I ain’t too stubborn to budge. Not gonna judge I’d like a
couple of bucks published and such. Comfortable with enough.
I never wanted so much that I’d become out of touch.
I’ll take the public bus over a bubble to bust.
But it does suck to be slumped in the cut stuck
in a rut, drudging in mud doesn’t it?
I don’t care who you fuck, what you own, where you reside,
when you were born, how you live, and I don’t care why.
A focused eye notices when the most closed-minded
are those with both lips open widest.
That nonsense you’re doing is another genre of music. People
want Hip-Hop and I’m gonna prove it. If it comes down to it,
and you ain’t up for anything, examine yourself, “Am I
running from reality or chasing my dreams?” Can’t you tell?
Chorus 2 -
And if I had to promise I’ll
part forever from my own heart for number one on the chart,
I would chose another
department from the jump of the start and keep my love for the art.
And if I had to promise I’ll
part forever from my own heart for number one on the chart,
I would chose another
department from the jump of the start and keep my love for art.
And if I had to promise I’ll
part forever from my own heart for number one on the chart,
I would chose another
department from the jump of the start and keep my love for the art.
And if I had to promise I’ll
part forever from my own heart for number one on the chart,
I would chose another
department from the jump of the start and keep my love for art.
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5. |
Reset
03:14
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Verse 1 -
What was it, 2008. We’d replay beats hours straight.
Need I say. They were wildest freestyles to date, at least.
Okay maybe it only sounded great to me. Either way,
I wish I’d 've wrote down on paper.
Should have planned forward, rewound the tape,
and hooked the power cable into the camcorder
that never failed to come out too late.
I guess you can’t really anticipate inspiration.
That was the truth you can't recapture in a booth,
remaster and mass produce even if you had the proof.
As a youth everyone knew Kane, ladies loved
Cool James, 80s subsided overnight, and the mood changed.
20 years later, there’s new names.
Like T-Chains, Lil’ Mayne, and Gucci Flames.
Gimme Wu-Tang. Take Nicki Minaj.
Leave Nas. Return Left-Eye to Chili and T-Boz.
Please, God. I could sit under a shaded tree
and leave with an album on great emcees from A to
Z I payed a fee and went out of my way to see.
I wouldn’t see if Drake if he booked a show up the way from me
backstage for free. Poetic license revoked
heading straight to the top. No eyes on the road
paved by songs of old timers they recorded for fans
who saved enough quarters cause they barely afforded the
transportation to see 'em performing the jams they played
in the only floor of their parents' or in their
grammas' basement. That’s some golden age
standard basic olden days
before Run-D-MC bracelets sold in beige.
Unfold the page. Whole different stages.
You fakes look at Facebook notifications and lace
hooks with notable phrases they took from quotable statements.
Chorus 1-
It’s the reset. It’s the reset.
It’s the reset. It’s history.
Wake up it’s the reset. It’s the reset.
It’s the reset. It’s history.
Get up it’s the reset. It’s the reset.
It’s the reset. It’s history.
Hands up. It’s the reset. It’s the reset.
It’s the reset. It’s history.
What, what?
Verse 2 -
The latest hits sound like a plagiarist half-assed it while
taking a shit and gave the script to a crack addict. Congrats.
Your mixtape is lit, but it lacks passion. I hate to admit,
it’s getting hard to relate to kids, dag-nabbit.
Now, it’s too late to quit, so, I’m back at it.
Hip-Hop is a bad habit. Call me a jack rabbit.
Just don’t ask me to dub phrases between cadence
of instrumentation cliche as my favorite
Disney cassette in ’86. I’d rather hear Black Sabbath.
I'm here to go the distance 'til I get motion sickness.
If I ever controlled the district, chauvinistic dip shits
who rose to riches off hoes and bitches will close their businesses.
I ain’t over privileged, but I'm no statistic. I know logistics.
Fixing to go ballistic on nit wits boasting of clothes and whips
like a rich Jehovah's Witness. I'd rather promote the Misfits.
What happened to composing writtens with prose as gifted
as Souls of Mischief. Most kids listen to bogus diction
over atrocious rhythms. No composition. An
honest living in this music is almost non-existent.
now it’s competition of who’s really gone to prison
for pushing a strong addiction or pimping the bombest women.
And most of those songs are written by cons trying’ to get
mom’s permission to buy the neon addition J’s.
they don’t know shit about carrying on tradition.
Cats rapping to tracks with scratching on wax,
backspins on mats, tagging and graff. That’s where it’s at.
Mic check to peace out. I pleased crowds so well,
the main act tried setting me up for a beat down.
No one showed their face. Now, trap heads pop up
all over the place. Wow. Most want to go numb bumpin’ a
whole bunch of junk composed for no one to grow from,
Still the reset won’t come down to a low hum.
Chorus 2 -
It’s the reset. It’s the reset.
It’s the reset. It’s history.
Wake up it’s the reset. It’s the reset.
It’s the reset. It’s history.
Get up it’s the reset. It’s the reset.
It’s the reset. It’s history.
Hands up. It’s the reset. It’s the reset.
It’s the reset. It’s history.
What, what?
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6. |
Target Market
03:17
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They want trap music. I lack that immaculate
talent to rap to it. I mean really,
how the fuck do you sound that stupid?
Never know. Might be seeing the Boom-Bap
movement. back ever-so-slightly. I wonder if
thug rappers would have gone in this business had they known their throwns would go to their own prison bitches.
Forget what they do. I’ve stayed true since
day two of my debut ’til I’m paid dues…
I can see it now. Cause of death: loss of
breath from all the stress he never got off his chest.
Better soon than late to communicate.
'Cause if human nature of consuming hate
accumulates before you're balloon deflates,
you'll be doomed to a gloomy fate. In aftershock
of scattered thought that matters not. Master
locked in chatterboxes throwin’ shit at the
wall to see what’ll stick and stay. So it ricochets
and falls. The shit I say will leave a house party in
disarray like Kid ’n Play did in the day. But, hey!
Maybe I lied to your face.
What if I made it to my destination, and
all this motivation died with the chase?
Oh my, what a waste… I'm an
action fan so, imagine slamming the
gas on a black sedan to escape an avalanche
fast as you can. You backflip and land
on a Trans Am in a Jackie Chan or Van
Dam battle stance after crashing into a trashy
van as if it was all part of the master
plan. Well, that'll happen the day that I get a
cash advance. But, if the happenstance came that I
had the chance to pack the stands spanning from
Pakistan to Japan and across this massive
planet, I can't let it pass at a glance.
'Til then, I'm underground like a dragon ant.
But you could map the land with all these fashion
brands that dress every half a man carved and gutted
by crafty hands like some jack o'lanterns.
Pantomimes trapped within their own
abandoned mines. And yet, I fantasize for that
chance to shine in front of fans of mine. The
answer why is in the hands of time. And the
hands of time we can't rewind as dandelion
pedals settle into the sand… Never mind. I'm
over-analyzing our grand design. It's the
panty line of fancy dimes and the rich, handsome
kind of guys they stand behind. Never
cleaned a shop unless you mean with mops. Haven't
seen the top. Beside this dream, I've got
one single shot to use things I'm taught to
scheme and plot. So, I think a lot. Only
genius thought will get this scene to pop off
steaming hot. Not this childish pop sound no-
body around this God awful county block or town should
knock at even thousandth watt.
Turn it down a notch, burn an ounce of pot
pounding shots of Royal Crown on rocks or a
round of scotch until it drowns your thoughts while you
rock out to rottweiler wildin’ off the
collar with the world’s foulest topics.
I'll never understand. How can Locksmith
or Rugged Man bust a rant over dusty samples
like such a champ it’s above the standard… yet
remain stuck on a buss or tram cause a whole bunch of
fans are giving upper our hand to fucking bland
wannabe thugs who can't come up anything other
than running grams or rocking a couple brands.
And the brands will pay a hundred grand to plug their
damn product on camera. Man, what a scam.
Just expand on truth, act tough,
front and sham. It's raw proof you'd
bust your hands if your knuckles slam up against my
jaw once your fancy punches land. Sorry to
crush your plans. You ain't Son of Sam with a
gun in hand. I’d love a tramp ‘fore I bump your jams
'cause you stand as much a chance of advancing the art
as a cover band does. And what? Stand up. Get your
clan rushed. Get your whole
damn life plan crushed. I got involved
so I could take it back to the basics.
The attics and basements
where Hip-Hop evolved. All I get back are the
faces. That, that stop and pause drop their
jaws with a staggered amazement, shock, and awe.
You would think I dropped my draws below the cock
and balls. Quit making wack rappers famous;
problem solved. I’m not the cause. Knock it off.
But, what am I gonna do; kick a free off the
top like a soccer ball? They rhyme fat ass
with stack cash, mumble or rap fast, to dis-
tract from the fact it’s wack trash. This back-
lash is not fair. I a backdraft
torched the magic ‘fore I got there. Beware the
corporate horse-shit. Every starving artist
storm the fortress into the heart of darkness.
…You’re more than a target market.
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7. |
EQ Alley
02:43
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Verse 1 -
I’ve established habits that have ‘em scratching their
head in psychiatric practices. I’m a spastic.
I’m an addict for action packed theatrics. Gimme
havoc. Gimme dramatic, acrobat gymnastic backflips.
Watch the catastrophic collapse of an asphalt
metropolis. Shattered glass fragments scattered upon
fault fracture cracked blacktop. Casualties stagger
backward toward some oncoming traffic flabbergasted.
Watch a Pontiac Montana cause a tragic crash.
Bashing into a Honda hatchback that smashes
smack dab into a compact Nissan Maxima.
Fasten that strap onto your lap. And don’t call it an
accident. I am the aftermath of a badly
planned disaster that hasn’t happened. Impact that
wraps a cadillac camshaft into a taxicab
van axel; Manhattan avenue traffic jam-
packed to a part of town with rats running around ‘cause
trash covers the ground and that’s dumbing it down pretty.
Lemme snatch you off mommas’ tittie back to
raw and gritty Yonkers city condominium flats.
Word to Sean Mckinney. Crate diggin’ is top
notch. Ain't shit else in a hate ridden croc pot
except chop shops and hot blocks with a lock stock of Jack
Daniels flask guzzling Cops watching transit ads
where vandals tag. Dodging fecal matter,
cock socks, and needles scattered on equilateral side
walks is hop scotch minus the white chalk. Broken
glass everywhere. Catch me smoking acid soaked
hash in a last hope to mask potent draft of heavy air
overcast. Some June afternoons, moonlight
illuminates flowers that found room to bloom
from pavement despite looming gloom accumulated by fumes.
Chorus 1 -
Warn your county when the album drops
and watch how we split the ground for blocks.
From the valley to the mountain tops.
We right up earthquake alley with a sound this hot.
Verse 2 -
The moment is cathartic when artistry in me's displayed
to grab the heart like coroners cracking open the rib cage.
At this stage I aim to give blessing like a lit Sage
up in your presence to lessen the stressing that you dismay.
I'm rocking for the guidance of uprising from the pit flames.
Shocking and surprising my lives finally hit grades
to the standards of manners and banners will just get raised
to your set and all the respect finally get made
form the work. Observation going berserk
to give the drive like angry hives yo we’ll be the ones you'll lurk.
It’s all about the search to perch on what you crave.
So, we come to overwhelm your sites just like a tidal wave
and engrave upon the shores of this earth I will pave
with soundwaves I work to insert in your days
that now plays in systems for getting the living leveled
for whatever dreams drifting and shifting into a shuffle.
Chorus 2 -
Warn your county when the album drops
and watch how we split the ground for blocks.
From the valley to the mountain tops.
We right up earthquake alley with a sound this hot.
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8. |
What Could It Be? II
03:01
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Verse 1 -
I'm taking this from the
deepest of depth to the peaks that I leapt steep as the
debt when you're beat in a bet. Couldn't leave where I
left off so I'll keep getting slept on by sleep-
ers I kept like sheep of a shepherd. So here we
go with the weep wept creep crept sweep swept
meet met speak said read read. My feet have
stepped this path in What Could it Be. Not my best.
Maybe next to the worst. I’m first to admit.
No curse in the text yet the cursive was hexed. Since
then, I’ve become obsessed with death less than birth.
Then again it wasn't even meant to make sense.
The intent was to refresh people like me who tend to for-
get the lesson a second grade teacher presented on ten-
ses, synonyms, and antonyms. Correction; I was
paying attention no sound I heard. Pronouns and
verbs? I once struggled pronouncing words.
This is just a round about way of saying I was
down and out like a grounded bird. So, there are
ticks when I tock. Nevertheless, of all the shit I forgot,
I don't forget it was hot before hitting the shop
then flipped when it flopped. A bit of a shock. Admit it
or not, the release date was more of a drip than a drop.
Yet I can't quit or be stopped. When I was ditched like a
dog in a pit did I rot? No. I crouched
down at the hip and I hopped at the tip of the top to get
what I got. Now I'm picking my shots before the
ship's at the dock. Chicks on this cock get my dick in a box
Christmas or not. (Alright, alright stick to the topic.)
And the minute you thought it fit in the pocket I switch
the monotony, split-up, and chop it ’til this content
contradicts itself like a Micky D’s Whopper. Caught in
a Biggie and Pac conflict before they were hit by the cops.
Verse 2 -
No other peas in this pod. You can say that I’m odd, even.
I can neither confirm or deny, either. Nor
conform to the norm in life, I swear. Could’ve
sworn I was born to die in terror. Stormy skies gave fair
warning over the north horizon. Forlorn. War-torn.
Horror stories told of cold souls sold to hell for warmth.
Time will tell if mine will sell when the bell tolls.
Went to great length to hold strong. Held on
so long my strength is gone, now. So, then this is
how it ends. With a bow, I bend. Break. Broke opened
the Holy book; turned pages. Read too deep.
Should have rolled the refer in those papers and burned.
Reaper rather if you prefer. Straight up hooked.
The sharp, crooked blade will stop your heart the second it
starts to mark it’s spot like a target dot.
Hope is bleak. You spoke, now there’s nothing to say,
so to speak. This payment ain't cheap. Accept
defeat or be slayed. Sleep where you lay. Could be this week or today.
Hope you played to compete. We’re molded from clay, but
nothing is concrete. It dents and it snaps. It bends and it cracks.
Can’t defend or attack. This ain't pretend or an act. As life
comes and goes, you ain’t lending it back. Not just
some or most. All that is conceived, dies. As we arrive,
so we shall leave. In war or in peace. Your just a morsel for feast
more less, at least. South, north, west, and east. Call it a
test to pass. Past, present, trash, treasure. It can’t
last forever. Questions asked are too vast to measure. Slow.
Not so fast just as long as you know to ask the unknown, you’ve
grown. I grew ’til I overthrew this thrown alone; no crew.
I don’t care if they don’t or do. It’s blown; they blew it.
That bird has flown. Bird flew. But if they ever
deal with something I dealt with. Feel something I felt I’ll
always be there to help ‘em heal. Man, girl. Any
child of the universe in this world known as planet
earth can stand to learn how to crawl before they walk.
Walk before they run. Don’t be stunned in awe if you fall to
see all you’ve earned become none.
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9. |
World of Difference
03:27
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Verse 1 -
If I’m supposed to be happy, why am I out of
place in a crowd full of smiling faces. Of all my
hours wasted.., something must be holding me
back from a comfortable calibration.
And behold. A hottie so cold it ought to be a crime
no parole. Never bought or resold for a
pot of free gold. A fine pottery mold of art got
ahold of mind body and soul and stole my heart.
How many cases of wine have we left
untasted for ages, now? Out tracing lines
on pavement. No destination in mind. Just a
place to unwind away from the grind was never wasted time.
“Look up through the air across
all four corners of the cornea of your eye.
Who would dare try to ignore or deny the en-
tire glorious sky. Before the sunrise,
I die. “Why?” I warmly reply,
“Each morning I lie there with you is a new af-
fair reborn. Such pure euphoria only
two can share. I stand corrected; all too aware
of answered questions I never knew were there ’til I
grew a pair and accepted, I kept full repair
closed can. So, I planned an exit. Another
nano-second with no antiseptic. I’d never
heal again. What’s the appeal with this
shield wielded from steel built to conceal feeling revealed
really it seals you in. When the wheel’s in spin,
can you steal a win from the dealer, then?
Chorus 1 -
Been running long enough. You’ve called my
bluff. I’ve punished myself far too much.
Didn’t want to let go. Girls or women. Dropped
the pluralism and it’s a world of difference.
Verse 2 -
Like, “Damn.” Just to think: a one night stand
became the slight chance of a life span you couldn’t
quite plan. Course you’re the right woman. If I
can I’d like to become the right man. I’ve grown a
lot. I know if I blow my shot then I won’t be
shocked to see a better man hold my spot. Somebody
who listens. Easy to love and trust. Somebody
with your ambition and gives you Orchids just because.
Somebody who respects more than what you
have to offer, can see himself as a father.
Not a masked imposter whose only really shown
use for getting through the night, then lets you feel alone.
Somebody who’s your type. Before you choose
your illusion, let me improve your sight. I want
to bring the truth to light; I want to prove you right
about what you see in me. I refuse to lose this fight.
Chorus 2 -
Been running long enough. You’ve called my
bluff. I’ve punished myself far too much.
Didn’t want to let go. Girls or women. Dropped
the pluralism and it’s a world of difference.
In all superlative wisdom, I see a world of difference.
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10. |
Main Event
02:10
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Verse 1 -
Connotation all excluded.
A beautiful young college student.
A soldier assigned to Fort Drum.
Son of a professor. I stuck out like a sore thumb.
Course I’m nothing like my father.
Surely. You need the intellectual type. Why bother.
Fast forward a whole five years.
I’m still right here. I’d a had no idea.
Close call. Almost headed overseas.
But, I’m sure if I did, you would’ve froze for me.
You know you’re kind of OCD.
When it comes to Holiday gifts or groceries.
You hate me when I’m smoking trees.
Life didn’t turn out the way I hoped to see.
But it’s just how it’s supposed to be.
Yea, it’s just how it’s supposed to be.
Chorus 1 -
Sometimes the blues is just a passing bird.
Why ‘can’t that always be?
Verse 2 -
Leave? I don’t even know how to.
No telling where I’d be without you.
Laughing aloud trying figure out how
many couple friends that we outlasted, now
too many to count. No wonder why
I had to write this lullaby for my butterfly
with the double colored eyes you’re my honey pie
Don’t ever let ‘em tell you otherwise.
Walt told me maybe I should settle down,
make you my wife, and quit messin’ around.
Good advice. Cliche as it sounds. You’re the
love of my life and I’m glad that I found you.
So many came and went. Some remain a friend.
But, I’ll be damned if I ever bring you pain, again.
You ain’t the same as them. I’m done playin’ the fence.
Baby, I’m ready for the main event.
Chorus 2 -
Sometimes the blues is just a passing bird.
Why ‘can’t that always be?
Tossing aside from your birches crown.
Just enough dark to see
how you’re the light over me.
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11. |
Shadow of Ghosts
03:23
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Verse 1 -
Stillborn. Could have been killed morning
after by an assassin in pill form. But still born.
Rise and shine. Here’s a five to nine to balance
out the mix up with your arrival time.
I had the foresight. Then my third eye
was calcified by tap water fluoride.
I don’t know what defines real man, so I’ll
keep bragging about the size of my pineal gland.
How can a man of a strong integrity
abandon the unapologetic degeneracy
y’all imbedded in me? Nevertheless,
I’ll never settle for less than than one step
ahead of the next level of better success.
Not a second get any to rest. Never got to a
higher level. Just different dimensions.
Same distance. Just different directions.
Chorus 1 -
Been given life and I’m not gonna waste it living
lies or even behaving as if I’ve been civilized. Been
polarized. Been followed by poltergeists. Been scolded
twice at least with every piece of age old advise ever
told ‘cause I’ve been holding my soul in a scalding ice.
‘Least I never sold the rights for the price of gold
folded nicely. The toll is rising with the
shadow of ghosts who I always seem battle the most.
Verse 2 -
Should’ve stole every Pun quote I could say in a hook.
No one’d notice. Too focused on the way that I look.
No matter how many shows I rule, all it takes is
getting jumped onstage to go viral.
Can’t slow my role. I wasn’t taught how to.
You can’t distract real cats with shock value.
So we can all just scrap like a pack of wild dogs
or sit back and have a productive dialog.
Of all the shit that I’ve done, a bitter
taste stays from the days that I’ve bitten my tung.
Gotta stick to my guns. Seriously, I’ve got right words.
They just don’t want to hear it from me.
The ones that would say I’m runnin’ away
would call it stuck in the mud if I stay. The worst
judgments may have come out of my best friends
You wouldn’t know cause you’re surrounded by “Yes” men.
Your fanbase is letting your head swell. They don’t
hear your feet in background of your tracks walking on
eggshells. No one else is bringing it. Could be wrong,
but I won’t kiss anyone’s ass for someone to put me on.
Record labels are putting me on ice.
Treated like a neo nazi ‘cause I’m neon white.
That isn’t me. I’m happy to be the mother-fucking
capital P after the D. Ya mother’s after the D.
I fear they won’t care long after I die.
My whole pathetic career I’ve been categorized
and compared with a guy who battered his wife,
yet dies his hair blonde and wears contacts in his eyes.
I’ll be damned if I let ‘em model me after
another one of these carbon-copy novelty rappers.
I’m not trendy. I’m not pushing a Bently. Just an
emcee. Knocking a 40 back ’til it’s empty.
THC in every one of my hair follicles.
Blowing smoke all up in the air molecules,
Been thinking a lot about masks.
And how honesty gets you outcast to the dark
side of a planet that doesn’t rotate. And you
wonder why this complexion is barely opaque. I
hate to be a nuisance. But I’ve got to tung tie the
loose ends of those who’ve been rattling off with their 2-cents.
Chorus 2 -
Been given life and I’m not gonna waste it living
lies or even behaving as if I’ve been civilized. Been
polarized. Been followed by poltergeists. Been scolded
twice at least with every piece of age old advise ever
told ‘cause I’ve been holding my soul in a scalding ice.
‘Least I never sold the rights for the price of gold
folded nicely. The toll is rising with the
shadow of ghosts who I always seem battle the most.
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12. |
Hey
03:33
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Verse 1 -
These days I find myself on the freeway driving so fast,
trees sway when I blow past ‘em. I’ve nearly
wrecked when the DJ quits playing my favorite
hits ‘cause I was changing the station quick. Let’s face it.
What does it really mean if I
let your song play to the end and never feel a thing.
Me, I’ve got illumination on time release headed
straight to the 87 off I-90 east. Life is
great. Looks like I’m making the right mistakes.
On my shit like Nate Diaz at fightin’ weight. Can’t
drop the ball for light work in them high skirts and tight shirts
at the shopping mall. I might flirt with a slight smirk or not at all.
Surrendered the foolish hooligan to pursue
what I’m truly meant to do with my full intent.
In past recollection, it’s clear my peers were too distracted
getting ass and cracking beers to perfect the craft all those years.
Still, they know that I care. I’m showing up there
when American Airlines can lower their fare. Here’s to
second tries; cheers to a better life. If you’ll excuse me,
I was clearing names in my phone I don’t recognize.
It’s past due for making a change.
Start anew. Hard to do fixated on pain. When it
rains, it pours. Washing away any fame and glory of
many who came before me same ol’ story. Just painted poorly.
Hues of blue over shades of green.
Never jaded. Jade is one of the greatest shades of green.
I mean I’m easily amazed the way sun-rays seem to break through
leaves as if to create laser beams. How it sways and leans
in a breeze sweeping the landscape like waves of a
stream. Of all the breathtaking scenery that I’ve seen
in nature’s kingdom. These are a few of my favorite things,
However true are the subtle accents of a ravens’ wings.
Chorus 1 -
(Here’s to second tries). Hey!
And let it float away with a wave.
(Cheers to a better life). Hey!
Verse 2 -
Misunderstood. And there I stood under a bird
in judgment unto what I heard ’cause my slumber was stirred?
Life is finite. My entire life, I’ve have yet to
be disenchanted admiring fire flies at twilight.
By night, I wrote this next to a window sill
upon which a whip-poor-will sits so still. The
pane. It’s merely a cheap frame of a picture in which
a tree stands between me and the Hudson River.
I wish to see three fold of my complete view
at the top floor, but I don’t need to. Not anymore.
I’m content with the deep blue glimmer that sneaks through
somehow as if to renew. Can this be true?
The DJ quit playing my favorite hits, so
lets face it. Change the station.
Here’s to second tries; cheers to a better life.
Nothing quite reenergizes like a farewell to the petty lies.
Chorus 2-
(Here’s to second tries). Hey!
And let it float away with a wave.
(Cheers to a better life). Hey!
(Farewell to the petty lies).
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